The fat just walks away....

This is going on every night....the fat just walks away.

I'm finding more and more that everything can be likened to a Doctor Who analogy.  Especially this journey.

So yesterday was really hard. I was REALLY craving pasta and bread.  Especially since I tried a new recipe on the fam that was pretty amazing smelling.

Today I'm having a little "bake-down" my husband calls it.

I've noticed that I weigh about 3-5 lbs more at night. And then in the morning, I lose like 1-3 lbs. That seems to be the trend. I don't know what else it could be. It doesn't make sense.

Since we've been back in PA, the weight loss has been slowing. Today I lost a little less than a lb. And had a bad nightmare about being fat. I'll go into details about that in a min.  So hubby thinks that the water is to blame. In MD, we've been getting super filtered magical water from Mom's Organic Market.  And the weight loss there was like 3-4 lbs. Now granted, that was only 3 weigh ins before we drove back to PA, but still. That's a pretty big minus.  So here, we just have fridge filtered water. And hubs thinks it's not good enough. I've been having poopie problems since we've gotten back, which could be water related because lord knows I'm not eating enough to have issues. And the weight loss has slowed to less than 2 lbs. It could be that my body is adjusting to steady weight loss, but he thinks it's the water causing issues.  He said it's not filtered as nicely as the fancy water so I'm getting stupid chemicals. I guess we'll wait until I'm back in MD to test his theory. What do you guys think?

Now, back to the dream. I dreamed that I was a girl in school named Carrie (no, not like the horror film) but it was first person. Like I wasn't Carrie, but I was Carrie. And everyone was awful to me and kept taking all my clothes. So I had to sit in a corner and cry with my back pack and a hand towel.  All the nice girls who offered me their spare clothes to wear were much smaller than me so I couldn't fit into any of them. I/Carrie was too fat to fit into any of the clothes. So I had to wear the male gym teacher's spare gym stuff and I ran home crying because I was so sad. And then at home, I had a major binge fest on fresh grapes and bananas. Crazy right? So what am I doing today? I'm baking like crazy. Totally sensible.  In my head.